have you ever felt so numb that you had to taste something to realize that you are still alive?
one sip of sweet and tangy orange juice
just one sip gives me my tastes back
and lets me know that Im still not fully numb
it saves me it gives me a sense of reality
because my head is full of toxic thoughts
and I loose my sense of being
I just don't feel much
my head gets so loud that my body refuses to listen to it
and it shuts down
so whenever I can't feel a thing
I take a sip
and it saves me