I wanted to take all her damaging thoughts away so she didn't have to see, hear or take them anymore no one saw the ugly lies in her head not Evan the closest people to her she wanted to see life again she wanted to feel again she wanted to see again to see all the beautiful colors of life but she never got to see them she only got to see grey she wanted someone to hug her so badly or even notice her existence she was longing for a human interaction.