I remember the one time I spent with you
We had fun and enjoyed the time
I let down my barriers because you were becoming close
I felt like I had made a grave error
Wanted something that I thought I could never have
And made the real mistake of pushing away
I remember the one time I spent with you
And wonder
What if I didn't just disappear? or
What if I decided to stay?
Maybe things would be different
Maybe you would have changed me
Into a new person
I remember the one time I spent with you
It replays in my head over and over
Like a broken record
Making me learn a little
Telling me
Stop over-thinking every time
Just enjoy the moment
Cause life exists just for these moment we make
Not for the moments we wish we could have