why do you keep treating me like this im here for you I just can't see you on my side I call you and you don't pick up you ignore me but then you say you were busy but you also said that I could call you no matter the hour i don't see you anymore I can't seem to let you in I look at you and I want to run away im not the same because I know who you really are I know you don't care when I see your fake smile I want to be sick i have given up on you but not because im weak but because I know my boundries i wont let you in.