when you run into someone you haven’t seen in over a year, someone who you loved deeply, still do, someone who straight up abandoned you someone who only gave you an echoes answer, and suddenly they’re standing directly in front of you and you aren’t afraid to look them straight in the eyes like you thought you would be and all you feel is love which surprises you because you aren’t used to softening, you aren’t used to forgiving. and then without thinking, you pull that person, who is practically a stranger to you now, into a tight embrace, that is when you know hesitation no longer belongs to you, that is when you know that something inside you has changed for the better while you weren’t looking.