I wonder to what my former self did in a previous life to have the **** cards dealt to me in this life
Was I a bad person or did I just try my best and my best wasn’t anything worth having a good life when I passed on
Was I a terrible parent or did I have the best family in the whole world and now is just my turn to experience the other side
Did I exclude people and made them feel lonely when I could include them in life
Did I leave a lover with just a phone call
Maybe I had terrible friends so now I have wonderful friends that really take care of me now