I Want To Hold On To This Sobriety Heal All My Anxiety What's This Feeling That Is Fighting Me There's A Flight Or Fight In Me Never Freeze , Its A Reflex Can I Get A Break, Meditate, Or A Recess I Dont Want To Reset Picking Up The Pieces Face The Weather , What Ever, No Safe Place For Hiding Is It The Auqarius In Me Or The Pisces I Feel Like My Veins Conduct Lightning Take A Breath Its So Intense I Ascend By My Self For Real They Just With Some Friends Lighting Incense Burning Sage Dont Make Me Spiritual I Do Need A Cleansing I Know My Heart Is Full Of Poetry God Isnt Pretending Burnt Bridges From The Ashes New Roads Mending The Way The Embers Burn Its So Beautiful I Could Die Inside A Vibe In My Mind That Aint Physical Conjure Beauty On My Coffin I Think About This Often I Only Feel Off When I Dont Feel Like Talking And I Always Do My Heart Is Truth And I Will Follow That Won't Follow You Setting Goals Faith That I Will Follow Through I Need To Escape These Shadows Ooh, They Think Im Lazy Think Im Crazy I Would To, If You Only Saw Me From You, That's Not Even What It Is, Not Even A Little Bit I Been Dealing With Demons Since I was A Little Kid Somewhere Inside Here He Still Is, Detached I May Seem Cold Like Nobody Knows Me, Now I Cant Even Be Present For The Presence People Show Me, She Wants To Hold Me, I Cant Even Hold You, I Cant Protect Your Heart I Will Put A Whole Through My Word Is My Wand I Want To Be So Pure It's Too Many Tears, A Thousand Years Will There Be Anybody Here When I Face My Fears And All The People Who Sacraficed And Love Me All Turn To Ashes My Actions The Way I Hurt Everyone It Is Tragic I'm Like A Monster With Memories Full Of Disaster Is There A Heaven After I Hear In The Distance Innocense And Luaghter You Cant Tell I Lost It Cos Im A Good Actor Be Hold A Pale White Horse Or A Field Full Of A Bodies And A Tractor