you're 5 years old and mom is sitting on the edge of your bed after reading a book to you, she gives you a goodnight kiss on your cheek as she wishes you sweet dreams and you're pretty sure there isn't any feeling better than the comfort you just felt you're 16 now and the clock says it's 11:56 pm and you know its rainy out, but your friend ran outside to play in the pouring rain after you told her not to. You went after her like you always do. She was standing under a streetlight and she called you an idiot for following her out into the rain You laughed and said you would follow her anywhere. It scared you to say it out loud, your hands were shaking Her hand now grips one of yours and you feel her other hand on your waist And now she is kissing you and both of your bodies are numb from the cold and rainwater is dripping down your face along with hers too She pulls you closer and you can feel her bite your lip slightly and everything feels soft and messy and you're pretty sure there isn't any feeling better than knowing how starlight tastes
everything changes when we grow up our parents no longer hug us or kiss us goodnight and when you actually kiss a girl for the first time it makes you feel things you didn't think you would and then when she bites your lip slightly as the kiss gets more intense, you don't want her to stop and you think of having her lips pressed against your neck but of course it doesn't happen and you're left to think of how it would have felt