I'm in so much pain
feeling I'm going insane

I can no longer feel anything
not even a bee sting

all I want to do
is have a breakthrough

my mind is racing
my mind is spacing

everyone asking if I'm okay
I just say, in a way

but deep down I'm afraid
to take any aid

I just want to be alone
not even be known

people hurt me so much
that I can't be touched

I'm breaking down
about to drown

feeling so numb
thinking I'm just ****

laying on the floor
not able to get to the door

someone help me
I just want to be set free

the more I try
the more I cry

I just want to give up
after every breakup

I am no longer strong
am I wrong?