will you pass the shilling test? your life is the slamming of typewriter keys to paint with crafted words the world you would dream the world she would love you in your life is the desperate holding at bay the hours evaporating into a future you cannot comprehend into a land as foreign as another world into a mist of unknowns my leather bound case and trench coat bible and cookware a shilling for the ferryman
but fret over like the wringing of sweaty hands pacing the hall small bald fat men with neatly pressed brooks brothers suits but fret over like the well greased plans and carefully laid designs of another mans futures past misgivings will you pass the shilling test
another day and far away from such musings i find myself at odds with myself over the course i should follow on this days misadventure i have known deep seasons of love and iv known vast feilds of emptyness and fear these days are a mystry to me i cannot see my way