Things I have to remember to tell you. I shared a sunset with him and a rainy morning too. He wrapped his arms around me and warmed my back with kisses. If he was a test, then I failed miserably, my love. Twice. Even the most devout women are not impervious to loneliness. I found this memory like change in the pockets of last winterβs warmthβ¦ You held me once(on one of my bad days) when I was sick and tired of people telling me everything would be alright & you admitted the world would sometimes be a dark place but then you told me we could wait it out together, promised to stay until everything got better