Am jumping off a cliff and hoping that before I hit the ground I'll learn to fly Am avoiding airports, I love planes but I just hate saying goodbye Am trying to stay awake, I love sleep but I fear the nightmares Am hoping the sun won't come up because the light will expose all my flaws Am wearing all the newest clothes but inside am hollow and plastic like a mannequin Am trying to bring back that smile and sunshine I had before it turned sour Am working to be the angel I once was before I fell from glory