I always feel as if Ive missed my chance. I wait because I'm afraid if the action that I take, could put me in a state of vulnerability that I cannot even fathom. What I want is crystal clear to me- it'd you and it's only been you for a while now. My mind has tried to convince me that what I feel is only temporary, fleeting; as the last bits of the year, but sadly; they are here to stay. Frozen in my heart until you reach the willpower and inner strength to fish me out.