I let go of someone
Didn’t realise the impact of my loss
A void neglected and left over by a loved one
A sea of regret with no way to get across

I miss them - when I ended it
Heartbreak isn’t the same with a best friend
Remembering that you’re the one that quit
Realising that your happiness came to an end

It was my fault, I’ll admit
I wouldn’t listen, that’s on me
My pride, I didn’t want to lose it
Now I’m begging on one knee
To take it back and travel to the past
Where I was at my very best
Ill forever be her outcast
As hurtful as the rest

She will never know my thoughts
Or the pain and longing attached
How my stomach will forever be in knots
my heart unexpectedly snatched

I’m sorry, I left
You didn’t wait for my return
I understand I was blessed
And from my actions, Ill learn