She's on my mind All of the time Like I used to be something To anyone in some way Now I'm just lonely Alone and homely Like I used to be somewhere Other than here I could kiss her and hold her I could say such wonderful things But she doesn't want me She might even hate me If she feels something Its not for me The colds like a friend Reminding me I feel That I'm still alive And I'm the sum of all parts That seem to hide Behind cracked smiles and jokes Late nights and Facebook posts Searching for life In a lifeless phone