It will all fade, it must, I must. And when I have fought and screamed and hoped, when I've finally drowned deep in daylight, then my reluctant goodbyes will sound the depths and I will count the days and all their quiet deaths.
I miss you, whoever you are and whoever I thought you to be. Perhaps all I ever heard were echoes of words or all I ever saw was a ripple in the water, but I will miss these even so.