So much to say Too many words to lay Afraid to say can be used against Much afraid to put my insecurities in plate to become bate Silence only way Playing game cant control Becoming weak loosing hopes If cant be a player better be a spectator Look game through different perspective false hopes makes rage hop Cant blame any though Cant demand fruit from seed i never sow Want to be free but dont want struggle So afraid to face consecuences If u bleed dont blame others Whatever u sow so shall u reep is a proverb Dont waste tears ,people dont care Pretend to caretaker and treat like intruder Not so fair!! Making false promises of staying When they cant for long Making me *******