Losing my humanity As I drift further and further away from those I love. Star smattered gazes lost To the catatonic stares- Hours and hours on end. Am I alive? Or am I just breathing? Who am I? Questions, filling my mind, drowning me in a sea of emotions I can't even begin to register, A false god. Built on a pedestal of lies. A monument to the sins of mankind. I am eternal- But until the day I may be freed from this skin that binds me I will walk among you Growing distant As my fate swallows me.