Amidst the clouds,at the edge of the sea,
I retrospect,
With the utter stillness of moving waves
And splashes of water running  over my face
I wonder how it had been
Struggles of my ugly being
Scatter in parts all over my past
Gazing at the seemingly eternal
Dazzling sheet of blue
I try to mark how it all begun
Not since the time i was out of her womb
But since the time i remember, i see, i heard, i felt....