im starting to think i passed my limit
my mind frantically panics for the next adventure
is it addiction? is it filling a void? is it for spiritual ascension?
no matter what it is, this isn't what i expected life to be
i apprehend that words cast spells and i wish i was more wiser back then
but life has a way of teaching you its lessons
are my problems really my problems if we're all one?
"the past is rich. but the here and now is better"
wherever this mantra decides to take me this year
i hope its a place that silences my endlessly racing thoughts
a place that heals my damaged ego
a place that uplifts my higher self
a place that nurtures my heart
a place that fills my body
a place that enlightens my temple
a place that admires my inner child
a place thats home
im still getting all my thoughts and feelings together
its a lot when you finally stop thinking about everyone else
and give yourself the attention you've been in search for your whole life that you avoided knowingly
i don't understand why i can't be available to you right now
but just know that i love you
and if there is a time that you may seem to question it
just understand that
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