I come home exhausted. Not knowing how much more i can handle. My back aches,My feet hurt. All I can feel is my heart beating loud. My eyes start to swell up with tears. My first Mothers Day alone. I look in the mirror,remembering. Remembering my mother. How she would pull back my hair, Kiss my cheek, and say softly "I love you." Now all i have left is fear and pain. Itβs fragile and fleeting and filled with fear Tentative, uncertain, uncomfortably near. I know that I will make it through the day, But i feel very uncertain about tomorrow.