My girl she left and never gave the reason why the pain it hurt I started tearing from the eyes I'm in the hospital and strapped inside the chair I'm going bald from constant pulling on my hair the doctor said it's not as bad as what you think you will recover give yourself about a week before you knew it I was talking to myself I told the psych I think I need some mental help I'm hearing noises as I'm sleeping in my bed I'm hearing voices as I'm thinking in my head I reminisce about the time we use to share the way you looked at me they way you'd brush your hair I can't believe it was the way that you went missing you told me you was leaving but I wouldn't listen and now I'm laying here and in a bad position I feel I'm dying here in critical condition  I'm doing foolish things to try and win you back without you in my life I don't know how to act I'm going crazy try my hardest not to snap see all I want is you to have my family back but you're not coming back I strongly am convinced I'm contemplating if I'm going to slit my wrist and seeing you again it is my only wish and giving you my son that one and only kiss  she up and left me doctor with our new born baby if it were you I bet that you'd be acting crazy I'm going crazy now you know the reason why I have a kid and didn't get to say good-bye