I keep trying to figure out how to write you. Its impossible. The words are all messed up and nothing makes sense. I wish you didn’t impact my life as much as you did. I pushed you but I didn’t mean to push so far. How do I tell you that I miss you my friend. How do I tell you I still listen to our favourite songs. How do I tell you the slang you taught me still lingers on my lips afraid to come out.