The endless cycle of forgotten memories If I have a soul, its an empty hole. Nothing fills my illness I can only suppose that I've always been this miserable I wonder what was the purpose of making damaged goods Was I an accident on the assembly line? Damaged goods better off wasted Born broken ain't that ***** Forced to repeat the pain endlessly The universe is cruel to have created me I don't know why I'm here or what I am I'm so miserable I want to ******* end it Regrettable is the only word that echoes in my head Pretending to be alive when I was born dead Living is dream I would like to end I can't communicate from a cage, yet I lock myself up anyway I am but a distant illusion constantly alluding to death