You make me hurt inside. This kind of hurt that steals my breath and upsets my stomach. This hurt is so big that I often wonder how it fits inside my body. Maybe that’s why it hurts so much, because it’s too much, because it’s tearing out of my guts. I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you hate I hate you hate hate hate hate hate hate. I want to not know you, I want to forget you, I want to never hear of or even think of your existence again as long as I breathe. It comes in massive explosions, this hurt. A landmine in my body, it goes off when you touch my thoughts. Twisting, searing, high-pitched hurt. I want to be left alone. Please please please please please please Just leave me alone.