First time for everything,
I was your first one and only
I was the little you
I had you in me
I was a part of you
Time flew by so fast
And now each other's enemy
Please tell me
Why have we grown so cold to each other?
You are my mother
Mother who brought me into this world
And now all you gotta do is growl ,calling me names
Loser,*****,failure, big mistake.
Now i feel like i am in a game ,
I can never win
Even if it cost my life
I can never win
I don't know what went wrong
But it feels like this is our curse
And so we have turned into
A living sin.
I wish i was the one you could lean on
When you are tired of fighting your fight

But right now all  i need is a light
This darkness is too dark and cold
I don't wanna live in here forever
Some nights i don't want to live forever.
Please don't hate me.
Even if this life we have a drifted apart.
I love you .

Your dearest daughter,