I falter,
and you tell me,
you love me,
if only to rip me apart,
to cause more confusion,
in a wayward heart.
and I sink,
I've been waving my flags,
but I cant even properly surrender.
All I know, i think ,
is that you seem like the first one to want to see me,
and Im vulnerable to the lies you seem determined to mirror.
and i know of love ,
this can't be it,
I dont know where that puts us,
I dont know where I am.