Thoughts raced, anxiety flowed through my veins, I talked myself into taking a deep breath.
Slowly I inhaled, and slowly I exhaled.
If I could focus on my breathing, maybe for one minute I could stop focusing on how much I love you.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Focus on the breaths I’m taking instead of focusing on how loving you can’t happen.
Inhale.
Exhale.
I wish I could talk myself out of loving you the way I talk myself into focusing on my breathing instead of you.