these bindings hold me fast and tight I remember, in this bed of blood my friends dance around me in a jest of rage but only I can see them. there is screaming, my own and that of my feathered king. there is fear and a music like a plea for me to run, and hard, to leave. what shrill beggings may echo in the dark and little joy shall they reap instead, they are met with the same harsh reality and from this, many memories they will keep.