I want to go back to that place, where white walls were clean & optimistic. That place where vertical blinds moonlighted as wind chimes, lightly clapping together in the sunlight, a place where last nights laundry was folded, cooling on the couch. But it was okay because it was mixed with last nights laughter. I want to go back to that place. But its been so long & so glorified, I can't tell if it exists in my memory, or in something from TV.