You can never feel what I'm going thru. This time when life has become dilemma ,where I'm surrounded by the clouds of guiltiness When i know I'm constantly doing wrong but can't correct it, when I'm left regretting, when i cry to sleep, when I'm hating myself When... When i need you the most, You chose to let me down. But why?? You know i trust you the most, You know you are my home, My favourite place to go.. You know..that i love you Do u feel me? Ok.. don't..just don't do this. Do you hear me? Or do other sounds cover mine? Everybody see me smiling and lively, Do YOU ever feel how i manage doing it? With a hope that you'll be mine, And not finding you here Do you even ever think how i keep coping with life? Do you even ever think about me? Will you ever be mine? Will you ever be able to love me the way i do you?? N don't worry, I've gotta my answers. Hope you get too looking at my coffin.