darling, do you find me clingy? you are the first who has stayed for longer then a week. you are the first who has spoken to me with truth, instead of lies intertwined with alcohol and lust. so excuse the bite marks, the extensive sighs. you are the first who has wanted my words, not the stains within my legs, or the dampness of my lips. so excuse my nails that constantly scratch, excuse the quiver my voice has when you leave. you are the first that has said, “i love you” and i have actually believed. you are the first that has said, “i will stay” and actually have.