it seems as though the numbers on the scale will follow me to the grave. the pounds that i never shed will weigh me deeper into the cold dark earth. but one day, after my death, i will be only bones, nothing more than the skeleton that framed by body. the shell of my sorrows and pain now decomposed. maybe i will only be satisfied when the scale hits zero. maybe on that day my soul will finally be able roam free, without all this weight holding it down.