Darling,
You will find the pages of my diary so perfectly kept, filled with your name
my dear,
You will be rummaging around to find a reason why
honey,
you might find the letters hidden under my mattress full of confessions
it’s over.
They will all stay preserved in a way that only happens when the life that was brought to those things is taken away.
Like an airless balloon
or handless glove.
I cannot fathom to imagine what you will look like.
I feel as though through time finding someone who does what I did and more won’t be hard.
As for me, after tonight I will never.
You will be preserved as my one and only.
Forever and always.