Sometimes I forget that what happened to me could be considered ****** assault. I mean, I kind of wanted it So that makes it okay. Right?
But I do remember saying no. And him pushing Not physically, of course But trying everything to reassure me that it was right. If he did things to me, it would make us both happy Right?
The second time I was sure it was right He meant what he said I could see it in his eyes. He wouldn't hurt me. Right? But he kept wanting more and more and more And kept asking Begging Pleading.
And he was so convincing And persuasive Saying it's okay if I didn't want to do this, but doing that would be alright. Wouldn't it? It's different It's still good It's what he wanted. But giving in would never please him. He would always want more more more
But I was strong. Right? I was so strong. I mean, you're supposed to have those feelings You're supposed to want to do those things You should want to. You should enjoy it. At least that's what our society preaches. *** is good. *** is normal. *** should be a steady part of every good and normal relationship. Right?
But what happens when a girl just wants to be loved And appreciated And wanted But not for *** For companionship. What then?