After a day that ends a 5 day cycle for two days that leaves you with heartaches. The 5 day cycle that either you enjoy, or have a deep hatred for. It's the on and off relationship that you have been dreading since the day your parents forced you into it in exchange for a smart child that would never disappoint. Too bad for the parents though, the deals in the relationship have been long broken, so why not just end it because no couples therapy would fix the wounds in this relationship.
You open the door to a jumping dog that one of your sibling swill attend to when they come home, since you took the poor dog out in the morning enabling you to run late for school. Enabling the sassy math teacher that questions your every move to say "yes, please do disturb my class" though you came in as quietly as you could. Setting down all your belongings you take a deep breath, the room is cold. Not too cold, the wind leaves you with a nice spring breeze. You strip out your clothes but end up wearing a sweater because it's enough to prevent shivering. You curl up at the corner of your bed. Surrounding yourself with the quietness, except for the birds outside flying about singing their songs and dancing with their loves. Oh how you wish you were one of them.
You take out a book, lay down on a pillow, and read. Because loneliness doesn't always mean that you don't have company.