if you decide to leave, just know that I will never again take a cool, sharp breath or feel a petal between the tips of my fingers, i will be too soaked by the backfire of my own words and the direct cut from yours to sigh and release these demons you helped wrangle last summer. it was a low point, sure, but I still loved every minute of our struggle and if I was given the choice, iād still pick the July with you on the too hot lake and hot nights. it's a motion picture in the back of my head, so if you ever see my eyes roll back, don't be caught off guard. It's just a side effect of