I’m all alone

…

what now?

do I cry?
do I yell?
do I get angry?
do I do something about it?


what is there to do?
what can I  do?
there’s nothing I can do
I don’t think

I may be drowning in all the people
around me
but I’m still more alone than ever

why is it that every time they come
I end up like this?

no more!
I say now
drunk on my own feelings of
remorse
but I will come back to them
drowning once again in a sea
I could’ve totally bypassed

I make a wish now

that something will happen
in them
in me
in the universe
in something
to make this endless cycle
cease

but I have accepted that it will not
come



good night world
I’ve been disappointed
and maybe it’ll all change

one day

but for now
I’m all alone
and I don’t know
what
to do
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