I tell you that I just want to be wanted. Needed the way a lock needs the safe feel of it's key's cool skin, the gentle memory of it's perfect cuts and curves. If only we could open up our lovers the way we open our front door.
Maybe it was how you wore pain. The way your tears, lazy little rivers on your perfect face, would wash down in chaotic lines. Prisoners of emotion trying desperately to escape being absorbed back into the flesh prison of your skin. Skin that used to soothe my fears as my fingertips put on a ballet across its surface. Smelling of cool autumn promises, blue sky "I love you"s, and thoroughly damp memories. Slightly marred with emotional pock marks and raised scar tissue that mapped out your life in a secret language known only to you and the blade.
I'm pretty sure you'll forever feel like home to me. As broken as that home may be.