Abandoned dusty in the attic A shadow flitters around the edge Caressing the smoky veil of glass, Searching to remember his first waking moment, When he had become but a phantom Of a man- But alas, it had been always.
Silently knocking on the wall Which holds him from the other side- You saunter by and blink And shun the one moment you could have seen And he is forgotten from the ones who never knew him And the fabric Runs like soot over his world.
His eyes see but the ghost of the substantial, His world imaginary staring through a window of glass From which shines an impossible prism Cutting a path through the smoky din The dream-dust settles, making it but a circle Glowing in the light That he could live in anotherβs eyes.
That longing glare barely lights a beam In the dusty sandstorms That swirl unknowing in the upstairs abyss. A cobweb of days long forgotten Spells out a lost map of parts none traveled And bone-dead The shadow glimpses your heart and shudders.
Lost skies of fallen stars none found The petty grains sifted through As if you never thought to look For the moon-bright glimmered tear In the featureless field of silver what you only saw Was you And the night sky could weep no longer.
In between the hope And the reality Falls the shadow-
The mirror shatters. Crushing glass slashing shards into the air Shrieks erupt as the phantasm is For the first time known, The storm that had been hidden in that one-way mirror Now unleashed, yet You avert your eyes as if it was still a pane of glass.
I wrote this poem almost a year ago, but I recently revisited it and remember that I had never completed the intended fractal structure, and I added a couple of stanzas on an inspired night.