Into the darkness I tread hanging on by a thread ready to snap at a moments notice.
Egg shells no longer hold what was once threefold and my heart cries out to thee,
the hopeless mind and the rewinding of time always remind him of me. My thoughts so random and the actions so rapid I don't always know what will happen.

I feel souless at times due to others stupidity but I always find a way to ground myself, for I am in control of all that surrounds me I give this power to no one else.
I can hear persons heart beat when they are inches away do you find this to hard to believe, know that lies are irrelevant because I do not tell them because I know what it is to conceive. Conceive the thoughts that run through my mind and try to fix me up well now I having withdrawals and the glass is half empty someone please fill up my cup.