words are a thing
feelings are things
i  am a thing
love is a thing
rain is a thing
and i am done.
you don't believe.
i don't believe you.
you push me too hard,
you let me fall.
   you pushed me down,
   you made your call.
i don't believe you.
you tell me one thing,
you told her another.
am i not old enough
to know all the better?
seriously though,
that can't be right
i was sitting right there
at the table
right within your sight.

you couldn't wait five seconds,
couldn't wait to speak your mind.

now i find my efforts wasted,
my whole year is stuck on rewind.