when u said, "i am not coming back."
i didn't know what else to do but laugh.
i couldn't take u seriously.
but when u didn't come back i cried furiously.
i didn't know what you ment
til the phone call that you sent.
i cried and i cried afterwards.
it made them mad what they had heard.
it wasn't my fault.
it felt like someone had opened my wounds with salt.
i cant let you go.
i dont want them to know.
that you committed suicide
they will never be able to say goodbye.
but i know that i can someday.
i just wont know what to say.
i just want to know
Brother why suicide?