I can't stop thinking about it. The way you graze me as you not so casually walk by. The awkward tension in the room So thick you'd need a chainsaw to even leave a dent. And I can't help from feeling inadequate And nothing's worse than giving your all and still falling just short of being worthy time and time again. So I sit here and think: There are plenty of fish in the sea There's more to life than this small town, the world's a big place. And I immerse myself in keeping my mind busy but I end up thinking about how I don't want to think about it, and all progress is lost. Then I break all the ties and burn all the bridges I built, Thinking You're not a fish. You're everything. And the world isn't as big of a place as we make it out to be.
I wrote this a while ago, but it will always say exactly how I feel.