You try so hard to forget what is happening before your very own eyes.
When the subject is brought about in conversation you convince yourself it's all lies.
Knowing that if it is possible you really have a future you will still always be in denial.

Why would you want to put me through that?
You know who you are.
I try and try to forgive and forget.

I actually forget the seriousness of all of the abuse.
Mental or physical. Whatever, it's all the same.

Why would anyone want to be with you if you can't handle your own carnage?
What is it that you think would make it worth being with you?
I find you to be completely ridiculous.

Why would you attempt to put me through this?
Breaking me down through you own subjugation.
You don't even know what love is.