I haven't eaten
In days
Nor have I slept
In nights.
I no longer know
The day
The month
The time.
The past week has been a blur
Of endless days
And sleepless nights
And countless thoughts
And oceans of tears.
For the rest of my life
I will be a slave
To emotions
Of every kind.
The anger
The sadness
The hurt
The confusion
The utter loss of words
Are all I'll have left
Of you.
Because you gave up,
You stopped fighting,
And you left me.
And you're never coming back.
You can't.
Our paths will never cross
Again.
Not until the day
They lay me in the ground
Next to you
Underneath
Your favorite tree
Where our initials are carved
With a circle around them
Because circles weren't supposed
To end.