I lost you.
I'm not sure when
And I'm not sure how.
But I did.
I lost you.
You slipped right through.
My arms couldn't catch you.
My hands couldn't reach you.
And you fell
Into darkness.
Why did I lose you?
Why did you let go?
Why?
Tell me.
Tell me why!
But I know you won't.
Why would you?
Your silence torments me.
And I know
It brings a mangled smile
To your devilish face.
That devilish face I can't see.
But I long to.
Oh, do I long to see it.
But I don't think I ever will.
It's been so long
Since I have.
And I don't remember
Your notable features.
But I want to.
So desperately do I want to.
But I lost you.
And I don't think
I'll ever get you back.
I wish to.
More than anything I wish to.
To wrap you in my arms
And
To hold you in my hands
And
To see you with my eyes
And
To have you as mine
Once again
And
Forever.
But I lost you.
*I lost you.