Toxins enter deep into my body
Gasping from the poison
My world is beginning to fade
I don't remember why I am here
My heart hardened
I have shut everyone out
I yearn to be alone
I feel as though I am being ****** in
I am losing this fight with myself
My tears slowly drop to the ground
As my days pass I think of the deceit
Why did I believe it?
I wish I had the answers to these emotions
Gradually I have noticed an inner change
I am not the same exuberant soul I was as a child
Memories from the past mark my death
I desire to be someone new
My temper unexplainable
Fed up with irritable questions I cannot fathom
I tense while receiving the spiteful words thrown at me
I am unsure of my mental stability
I crave acceptance
This is what I bare throughout my existence.