Smoke and Ash
by @jacquelyn-audrey-whiston
I still take a fag
Every now and again
......
More like whenever
I possibly can.
Anxiety is up
Depression in such a down
I am such a joke,
Circling around and around.
Nicotine
You little fiend
You calm me down,
And rot my teeth
I know I regret it,
But every time we meet,
The twitches stop
And my mind stops it's rot
I'll still take a fag
Every now and again
I'll smoke them slow
I'll smoke them fast
Until my body is smoke and ash.