Down goes my ego again,
Feeling blank by the window.
Killing myself with thoughts
Trapped in this sick vision.

Reaching out on something
I've thought I've grasp on;
Mumbling myself on this heartache
Tears I really could not held on.

I wanted to hold your hand,
Despite of questions I can't decipher,
No luck to reach you
Signals you can't provide a clue.

I'm down in this pedestal
Burned out, please don't let me be?
Leaving it all to good heavens,
Until this chained heart is free.

I have nothing to hold on,
Waited long to draw this dreaded line,
Don't mind, for sure this wound will recover
I just need this alone time.